diet always been so tricky..
seems like every food wave and say, “come and eat me baby”
haihhh.. this time, kenny rogers quarter meal wave at me.. sighhh.. wanna have it so bad… =(
mom just told me that i look old and ugly with this look.
too thin according to mom..
blame the scale, Y U DONT MOVE LEFT????
maybe just lack of sleep mom..
dont worry..
lets hit the sack..
good night…
Still hope that today will be a good day
Good night, dear life.
As i close my eyes tonight, every unhappy things happened in the past will fade away from my memories.
And as i open my eyes in the morning, every dream i wish to happen in the future will come along my way.
Tomorrow must be better.
Well, hello world…
Doing fine?
I baked molten cake this evening as desserts and this is the first time i dont feel happy after eating chocs. Why??
Suddenly strange feeling attacked me when i see his face. I feel so sad and miserable. Spending two days together makes me realize how do I need him in my life. These two days make me feel like he is all mine, even though sometimes he seems busy with his phone which i wish he didnt. We seldom have time together and i was so excited for these two days. I wish i could cherish and make every second count. The feeling of having the whole him these two days turned me into a selfish person. I really wish that i could have at least one day to spend with him without worrying about anything in this life. It doesnt mean that I didnt enjoy all this time with him, but it is so hard to find the time when he could act like he’s all mine. When he told me he wants to go home soon tonight, it makes me feel like i will wake up soon from my dream. I refused to look at his face, avoid eye contact, because i’m afraid i’m gonna miss him badly. I dont know why i can feel this way. I just wish these two days will never end.
Can i be selfish and have the whole you?
